House ramblings

This is may be incoherent because I am just so overcome with sadness, denial, and a fury of other emotions.  I have stanned so hard for House over the past 5 or so years. My interest did dwindle in the past year after Cuddy left, but prior to that, House gave me life every single week for 5 years.  It was literally the best part of my week for so many years.  I never thought it would be possible to feel so passionately about a character and a show.  And while I knew this news was coming, I am just completely verklempt.  I am failing to process this information knowing how much this show truly consumed me.  So many great memories and irrational fangirling.  I hero worshipped Hugh Laurie.  House is iconic in my eyes.  The way the show combined humor and irony, pathos and ethos, tackled morality and ethics, will forever amaze and astound me. Television is an incredible medium, and it is House that first got me to view television as such.